When I started my youtube channel, it was an outlet for me to showcase my many talents and interests. Sadly, around this time, I just felt stuck and haven't been posting any content. Since I was feeling so uninspired, I knew it was time to take a break and center myself.
Weeks later, I began my spiritual journey. The way everything played out, I knew it had to be God. My brother Robert called to check on me, and what would have been a 10-minute conversation ended up being a 3-hour conversation. It was full of tears, clarity, and just essential things I knew I needed to do and change.
The experience was so eye-opening. I learned so much, one being the importance of gratitude.
My past began to make sense, which brought peace in my life, and my vision for the future became clear.
I learned patience and understood that it's okay if my life isn't together or if I'm not where I want to be at the moment because my time is my time.
I learned to stop being so hard on myself to where I allow doubt to cloud up my head.
I did not want to come back until I felt like my life was together. Sadly, as a perfectionist, sometimes nothing is good enough until it's perfect. I had to realize that life is a process, and everything is a journey.
There's going to be room for improvement, and things aren't going to be perfect the first time. No matter how much I plan for it to be.
So my advice to you all is to be consistent and remain in tunnel vision mode. Get right with God and Stay prayed up, because your time is your time!
Peace, Love, and Blessings